Believe it or not I am actually alive and well. I thought I should probably check in and say hi. Hi!
When I signed up for an online college program I didn't realize how much of my time it would actually eat up. Crazy! I love it though. I am honestly not sure if this degree is going to take me anywhere in life but it is doing wonders for my mind and my self-esteem. I am smart! Who knew? Just kidding. I have actually always been fairly book smart. I just make stupid life choices. Anyway... it is great to be using my mind and stretching that big grey mass in my head.
Life still has its shitty points, but it is getting better. I attribute that to feeling better about myself. I worry less about everyone else's issues now and let them try to fix themselves instead of me trying to fix them. It creates a real peace even if it doesn't actually get anyone fixed. I shall fix myself and the rest can choose to make changes and come along or get left behind!
