We're struggling financially again. No money to make the car payment. It has one of those devices that keeps the car from starting if you don't make the payment. (you have to enter a code that they give you once payment is made) so..... Tomorrow the car will not start.
No money for food either. I've scraped up change and hit the dollar menus at the fast food places this week to get the kids lunch. Lots of ramen noodles and hotdogs too.
I am at a real low point. Not an all time low, but low. It was this time last year that I hit my all time low. I feel as though I should write it out but I feel too low to even do that. Even the post I am doing now is nowhere close to how I would normally write. I don't have it in me right now. Hell! I don't have much of myself in me. That's the truth of it. I am an empty shell. My heart, my soul......... they are missing.
